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Name: Jason
Birthday: 3/5/1986
Gender: Male
Interests: punk, rock, ska, women, sleep, bein a nerd (comp sci major), sleep, skateboarding, concerts, sleep, anime, music
Expertise: sleeping... i can teach you to sleep like a pro. punk, and i wish i could say women.... but... like thats possible, air guitar rockin out hardcore..... or piano rockin out hard core
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  spazmonkey86
MSN: pantalonesindeed@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  spazmonkey86
Member Since:
11/22/2003
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| The amount of really horrible vomit that they call music on the radio these days makes me want to shed tears of blood. Just incause you are wondering which bands of which i speak? Mainly nickleback... but Daughtry is coming up fast. Why Nickleback? Frankly... because they suck. I believe it was put very well by a friend when he said... "if i had the chance... i would take lessons from them... because i want to find out how to write the same song 3 times and be famous." Ah nickleback... you prove that it doesnt have to be good to make money. | | |
| Perhaps the biggest problem with moving backwards... Is it looks so much like moving forwards. Likeways... the worst part about moving forward, is that it can and usually does look like moving forward... But then the worst part is, both of those 2 directions also can look a lot like moving sideways or no progress. Lets take school for example. Say youre into your college career... and you start finding that your degree is not something you want to do for the rest of your life... Naturally youre faced with a few options... Change majors... Keep on this major... Quit school. Now if you were to change majors, are you taking a step back? Well yes you are. But youre also moving towards the goal of having a job so youre stepping forward... If you stayed with the major you would have graduated faster... but chances are not had the type of job you were looking for... So you made no progress... while moving forward. See what I mean? You can quickly and easily find yourself walking in circles... So some people say seperate long term goals. But be honest... those change almost as often as short term goals. Some people say its perspective? But youre either moving closer to a goal... or farther from a goal. Do i have some conclusion to this rambling? I didn't until about 5 seconds ago... But here it is... Sometimes the fastest way to your goal isnt always the best way. Pick a goal and work toward it... and realize toward may sometimes mean take a step back... 3 steps to the side... and a leap diagnally. Oreos help too.
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| Hmmmm.... Does anyone out there know where my phone is? If you do... Please call me at 83.....oh wait... Can you just hold on to it and give it back as soon as possible. Thanks!
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| People always talk about... "The Line." Youve crossed the line... I've crossed the line... everyone has crossed the line... But where is this line exactly? And how big is it? You can walk it... but not around it? Apparantly you can dance on the edge... But skating on it is dangerous... And it changes A WHOLE LOT... The most every day tasks to you or i could be so far across the line you cant see where you started to someone else.
For example... Guys... Say you live in a spanish country... Youre walking around town and happen to run into your gfs sister... You guys have met a few times in the past and are friends... What do you do? You walk up and kiss her on both cheeks then continue with your greetings... Try that in usa and it quickly becomes cheating... Heres a question for you though... What if youre in the US but her family is from Spain? kiss her sister? Or dont kiss her sister? Is her sister cute? did that cross the line? Ladies could be in the same situation... Hopefully it would be her bf though... and her bfs brother.
Any one else like to share an example? Thoughts? Questions? Comments? Snide remarks(props to those who get the reference)? | | |
| Alright... Now for that entry.
2 things... but one is a rant about someone who really isn't important. Its funny how people turn on you though...
Sometimes people are fake because they know they messed up and dont want to own up to their mistakes.
Sometimes people are fake because they think they can only be happy if they walk this way... talk this way... whatever.
Sometimes people are fake because thats the only way they can get ahead.
And sometimes, when people start acting fake they push away from the people who are really there for them. No no... not because the real friends won't fit in with their new image... and sometimes not even because they really need to apologize for what they have done... but because the friends know how they really are... or in some cases what they used to be. However... in this case... It was both. She used to be smart... she used to be innocent... she used to be the kind of girl i loved and respected. I wish I could remember her that way. But instead, i saw the fake side that runs and runs deeper into her mask instead of owning up to mistakes. What mask you say? The facade that shes happy... the facade that "hes just a jerk"... Well you know what... that mask youre wearing doens't only hurt him. And remember... don't leave your face that way too long... or it will stay like that.
Wow... I kinda needed to get that off my chest.
But now for the important part.
I find it amazing how many times i stop to think... Man if i could do that again... If i could do that job interview again... if i could take that test again... if i could answer that question again... if i could talk to that girl again (that one usually is followed by ... i would have said um... i would have said something.) ... if i could ... if i could... if i could. The next part of that is... How many times has one tried to go back and fix the mistake. Sure you go to the restaurant and order soup instead of salad this time... Then the soup is HORRIBLE. Ever had that happen? Ever didnt get a job... then later find out from someone who works there and HATES IT. Messed up a test real bad then had a 40 pt curve because everyone did (now do you really want to be the curve wrecker?). Walk up and talk to that girl again and find out shes a jerk... Yah. I know you have. Everyone has. Sure theres a chance that things could be better... but then again there is also a reason why things are how they are. Think on a wider scope for that one. Remember... youre memory is only so accurate. Depending on the situation your brain fills in the holes by itself... so just because you remember back and feel like youre missing out on something great doesnt mean thats how things really are. Don't just assume things would be better if you took option B... then go try to fix option A. You may just end up remembering why you chose option A.
Alright guys... Thats it for me.
if youve got myspace... add this guy right here...
www.myspace.com/jasonsreason
I hear hes quite the musician... And his first CD is coming out soon.
PS. the... "number of people" who for some reason read my xanga just to assume you know whats going on... please... save all of us the trouble and remember what assuming does. | | |
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